Disoriented in the Woods

by Carla Royal on April 16, 2010

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In the last couple of weeks, I’ve noticed that I get a tad confused about my path while walking in the woods—ever since the snow melted.  I remember that I had the same problem for a few days when the snow first fell.  I don’t get lost, but the path simply isn’t as clear.  The landscape changed significantly with the snow; then without the snow.  Little landmarks that I didn’t even realize I pay attention to are altered, and I get slightly disoriented.

I’ve moved many times in recent years.  I always get disoriented.  Now I’m moving again.  It’s a move I’m excited about but the landscape is about to change radically, both literally and figuratively.  Already I’m beginning to feel a tad off-balance.

It’s not just with moving, it’s all of life.  I get in a routine and something interrupts it.  I come to a belief and something blows it open.  I get used to the sun and 70 degrees for a few days and then it snows.  I get comfortable with my assumptions and judgments and something challenges them.  I have expectations and they go unmet.  I get attached and things change.

red newt 300x229 Disoriented in the WoodsThe challenge is learning to maneuver through the changes, because change is inevitable.  Impermanence is the idea that everything is in a constant state of flux.  If we can come to terms with this state instead of struggling against it, then we will experience more peace and freedom in our lives.

I actually find that my walks in the woods are a little more interesting right now because I am more alert and flexible.

And this is, partly, what life asks of us–presence, awareness, and flexibility.

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  • Madlyn Creekmore

    Your pictures are beautiful. Life is a state of flux. It changes from minute to minute. It tests our ability to be flexible every chance it gets. I too have moved many times in the past few years. Sometimes I feel like an X in the middle of the planet. I have no home (as I thought of home) anymore – I’m just here.

  • http://scintillatingspeck.wordpress.com Jen

    I wish Lily and I were taking a walk in the woods with you today.

  • Carla

    Thank you, Madlyn! I like your attitude of being…just here. I will take that with me.

    Jen, I so wish you and Lily could walk with me, too! Hugs and kisses to you both!

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